Archive for July, 2008

July 20, 2008: 10:59 pm: CalvinDudePersonal

Well, I don’t know if this is good news or bad news, but I’ve pretty much caught up with everything that I wanted to catch up on my vacation, and I still have a week to go. This means I will either have a really nice week of doing any ol’ random thing I feel like, or else I’m going to be very bored in the next few days. (Note that even if I’m extremely bored it will not be sufficient grounds for me to go back to work early!!!) ;-)

I do need to get caught up with the miscellaneous stuff in my life more often though. It might make me actually seem a bit organized…well, until people realize that’s a fraud :-P Still, perhaps I will work a bit more on some writing for the rest of the week with nothing to really interfere with it. I’m not sure yet. After doing the last song, I’m kind of in a music mood too. This is the problem with have some gifts in more than one area. I have some talent writing and I have talent composing. Unfortunately, I don’t think I have enough talent in either field alone to be the best in that field. It would be somewhat interesting to find out how good of a writer I would be if all my music talent was shifted into the writing talent field.

Although honestly I think that kind of compartmentalizing is probably philosophically flawed. I think that while there are people who achieve great wonders in specific fields, perhaps the more generalized person is the “better” person, the closer to the idealtypen. But then maybe I play too many RPGs…

Oh well, enough rambling. Vacation week number 2, here I come!!!

July 19, 2008: 7:25 pm: CalvinDudeMusic

One nice thing about being on vacation is that it has given me time to finally finish this midi. I’m not really sure what it was supposed to be. But perhaps it’s better not to know :-)

July 18, 2008: 10:46 pm: CalvinDudeMovie Reviews

I just got back from watching The Dark Knight at the Imax. Let me just say that I went into the film with high expectations, and they were not disappointed. Heath Ledger gave a tremendous performance, and I would agree with any of the posthumous Oscar drives for him. The other acting was quite solid too.

Where the movie shines is in the character development. This film isn’t a typical Hollywood film. It certainly isn’t a typical “superhero” movie. The Nolan brothers have crafted a story that would have worked in any setting–it would not have needed Batman or the Joker at all. And because of that, it gives a sense of reality to the series. You actually feel like you can understand the inner workings, the motivations, of each character.

The result is a movie that I already rank within my top 5 favorites, and I’ve only seen it once. I will, however, see it many more times, and will definitely buy it when it comes out on DVD (although you really need an Imax screen to appreciate the film…and some awesome speakers for the killer soundtrack that Zimmer and Howard put together).

One final word. For those of you who read my Thirty Days of Night review, take everything in there and reverse it and you’ve got the level of movie that The Dark Knight is.

: 3:07 pm: CalvinDudeApologetics, Atheism, Philosophy, Theology

In comments on an earlier post, I made the point that theism holds the grounds to rationality. Paul C disagreed, and after giving links to some of the various posts I’ve written on logic (especially this one), I asked him to provide an atheistic backing for rationality. Paul’s response was:

1. Things are generally as I perceive them.
2. At my level of perception, the universe appears orderly.
3. If the universe is sufficiently orderly, then rationality is a useful tool.

There are several problems with this (I won’t be too nitpicky since Paul probably hasn’t taken much time to work on this, seeing as how it was a quick response in a comment field). Let us just examine his first premise.

It is impossible for us to know that things actually are as we perceive them to be. All we have is our perceptions. We do not have access to an unfiltered reality. That is, no matter what the objective universe is, we only perceive it filtered through the lens of our perceptions. So what Paul’s first premise boils down to is a simple faith statement. He believes that reality is generally how it is perceived.

Now I should point out that I agree with this premise. However, I have a reason for agreeing with it—a reason that Paul cannot have. My reason for agreeing with it is because God created the universe and He likewise created us to experience that universe, therefore He created us with the ability to perceive the universe as it actually is. Only because of sin do we sometimes err in our perceptions (and by this I include such things as degenerative eyesight and hearing, which would not have occurred without sin, not simply hallucinations brought about by such diseases as schizophrenia, etc.). But while this would also be an interesting path to go down, Paul inadvertently leads us directly back to the argument I made in the blog post I referenced earlier. Paul’s first premise, you see, is based on perception.

In the blog post I wrote (and referenced for Paul, but which I suspect he didn’t read), I stated:

I perceive, therefore I am. Even if I am nothing but a brain-in-a-vat—or even if I have no “brain” at all, it’s all simply mental hallucinations with no actual physical reality—I cannot doubt that I exist. I perceive things. Regardless of whether these things are real or not, perception occurs. Something perceives, and therefore there must be a “perceiving being.” Since these perceptions are “owned” by me, I am this perceiving being (by definition). I exist.

Now this doesn’t tell me that I exist physically, or that anything I perceive is real or not; but it does tell me that I do, actually, without a doubt, exist. I am whatever I am (as yet, undefined). I have identity. A is A (or in this case, I am me).

And if I exist, then it is the case that I do exist and do not non-exist at the same time and in the same relationship. If I exist (in whatever form I exist), I really do exist (in whatever form that may be), and the contradiction of this is not the case. Thus, my bare existence alone requires the law of Non-Contradiction.

Since I exist, logic must be valid.

So you see that both Paul and I start with perception; however, Paul’s argument requires us to accept our perceptions as valid, whereas my argument is correct regardless of whether our perceptions are valid.

Furthermore, (as I wrote in my original post), this leads to other important facts about existence. As I wrote then:

And since logic is valid, we can use logic to probe some other questions. For instance, have I always been here? It is possible that I am the only being that has ever existed, despite my perception of other beings. I do not have the self-awareness with these other beings that I do with my self; therefore, I cannot “prove” they exist in the same manner that I can “prove” I exist. So it is possible they do not exist at all and I am the only thing that exists.

But it is also possible that I have come from something else. After all, I perceive a world that functions in a specific manner, and if my perceptions are accurate then this means that I have come from my parents.

But where did they come from? Perhaps they’ve always been here; perhaps they had parents too. And if they had parents, their parents may have had parents too. This chain can go back for a very long time.

But it cannot be infinite. At some point, something must have existed without being derived from previous existence—otherwise, we are stuck in an infinite regress with no chance of ever escaping to begin logic in the first place. Thus, the fact that I exist demands that somewhere there must be a self-existent being.

I might be that self-existent being, of course. So, too, could my parents, etc. But whatever the case may be, logic requires that whatever or whoever the self-existent being is must be the cause of my own being. If it were not the cause of my own being, my being would never existed (for we would be back to the infinite regress).

So, the fact that I exit proves the necessity of some object with self-existence that caused my existence. This object could not have been created by anything else (for the same reasons of the infinite regress). The “first” object to ever exist must be self-existent.

If an object is self-existent, it is a necessary object. It holds the power of its own existence, and therefore nothing can keep it from existing. If nothing can keep it from existing, then it always has existed.

Some problems arise when we include time. After all, time is measured by physical objects that move. Thus, one pendulum swing on a clock = one second. One rotation of the Earth = 1 day. Etc. These physical processes define the length of time.

But we’ve already shown that a necessary, self-existent object must always exist. If this is the case and if that object is physical, then we have an actual infinite of time. If time extends an eternity backwards, it would take an eternity for the past to have gotten here. Thus we must conclude that time isn’t eternal, but instead it must have begun at some point.

So how do we reconcile this apparent tension of an eternal self-existent object in a temporal time frame? Logically, this is satisfied by either jettisoning our definition of time (in which case we have no meaningful way to speak of time) or by acknowledging that the self-existent necessary object is immaterial. Since time is measured by physical objects, an immaterial object would not cause time to exist co-eternally with itself. This immaterial object must still exist in such a way as to provide the basis for my own existence, however. (After all, remember that the self-existent object is a logically necessary requirement due to my own existence.) Thus, in order to stay rational, we must acknowledge an immaterial self-existent necessary object that can cause my own existence.

It is important to note that due to the necessity of the immaterial aspect of this object, it is impossible for secular science to speak meaningfully about this object. If science is limited to the physical world only, then science cannot speak to this. As such, we have demonstrated a necessary being that extends beyond the limits of science. Thus, the fact of my existence proves that science cannot answer the questions of something that necessarily must be true!

Other attributes can be logically deduced from this same being. For instance, omnipresence (all existence derived from this self-existent source must come from this self-existent source, so the source must be omnipresent–there is no existence outside of the existence of this self-existent [object]); omnipotence (all power is derived from existence, so all power flows from the self-existent source—without that source, there is no power); and immutability (since logic is immutable, the source of logic must be unchanging as well).

Thus far, the only real difference between this object and God Himself is that we’ve yet to prove any kind of consciousness in this object. But that too is simple enough to deduce. After all, this entire time we’ve been using logic. Logic works because existence is based on laws, and laws imply a law giver.

Why is it that “nature” acts the way it does? We can give a list of reasons, but these reasons are likewise subject to the same question: Why do these reasons act the way they do? Once more, we cannot engage in an infinite regress here. At some point we must reach the level where we are left saying, “That’s simply the way it is.”

And at that level, laws will still exist. And again, laws imply law givers, so the very aspect of the “law-giving” (i.e. the consciousness) must be necessarily basic to this object as well. This law giver must be the same self-existent, immutable, omnipresent, omnipotent, atemporal being I have already demonstrated must exist. This being fits the definition of “God.”

But even if someone does not like the above, we can always turn the tables and use some empirical evidence (which, following induction, cannot be known for “certain”). Assuming that our perceptions are valid, that we see the world as it really exists, etc. we know the following. All consciousness we have ever observed has come from previous consciousness. There is no evidence that consciousness can come from non-consciousness. Since I am conscious, whatever the source of my being is would logically be conscious as well, for we have no warrant to believe consciousness could have ever come from non-consciousness–there is no proof, no evidence, no observation of this ever.

Now all of this follows regardless of whether we agree that our perceptions are valid. This means that even if we grant the entirety of Paul’s first premise and agree that our perceptions really do accurately represent reality, then the above follows. That is, the existence of anything necessitates the existence of something that is self-existent, eternal, omnipresent, etc. In other words, all the attributes that we commonly ascribe to God.

Thus, as soon as Paul uses his first premise, he is granting to the theist that God really does exist.

Now that I’ve demonstrated this for Paul once again, I would be happy to allow him to try again at demonstrating how rationality can occur without the existence of some kind of diety…

: 12:52 pm: CalvinDudePersonal

In a few hours, I’ll be able to head out and watch The Dark Knight. At the Imax, no less! And for those worried about whether or not I’ll actually get a ticket, my friend Travis has already gotten them for a group of us from work. Sadly, I have to pay him back for the cost of my ticket (what’s the fun in that?) :-P

I’m sure the theater will be packed since it’s opening night and all…but I’m sure it’ll be a good movie too. I’ll naturally blog about it after I see it, but if the movie is half as decent as the trailers make it look Heath Ledger rawked in this movie. Unfortunately, some movies have better trailers than they do movies (The Heartbreak Kid, The Happening). I doubt that’s the case here, but you never know until you know and if that’s not a tautology you can bank on you can at least write it on a memo and put it on your fridge. Not that I know what that means, but hey I’m only writing this. You’re the one who has to read it.

July 17, 2008: 9:33 pm: CalvinDudePersonal

I do have to say that after having downloaded Visual C++ Express, I find it somewhat ironic that thus far I’ve spent about 15 minutes using the GUI interface. The rest of the time (several hours of programming stuff) has been all through the command line. Yup, I’ve been using notepad to write the code and then just compiling it through the command line. All the lovely GUI stuff they give you…well, I’ll use it when I start coding for Windows, I suppose. As it is, I’m just looking at logic for the moment, and nothing beats a simple notepad code for testing logic.

After all, wading through all the extra code for the Windows just to find that you accidentally put “if(var1 = var2)” instead of “if(var1 == var2)” is a pain in the rear.

July 16, 2008: 11:25 pm: CalvinDudePersonal

For what it’s worth, I can tell I’m getting older now. Not so much with any aches and pains or anything like that, but instead because of the fact that it used to be that when I was on vacation I would stay up forever, sleep in a bit, and repeat forever. This time, I’m pretty much sticking to my usual sleep schedule (plus or minus two hours, depending on the day of the week). In the long run, that’s probably better for me because when I have to go back to work I’ll actually be waking up at my “normal” time and won’t have to readjust.

Still, I can’t help but feel this is impacting my geezer-hoodness in a not-so-wonderful way.

July 15, 2008: 9:36 pm: CalvinDudePersonal

Today, the title of this blog post was almost true. It comes, naturally, from Office Space where Peter Gibbons says: “I did nothing. I did absolutely nothing, and it was everything that I thought it could be.”

Of course, the day is still young in my book, being that it’s not even ten o’clock. Still, it was nice to finally relax for a bit. And I still have another week after this one to get all the nothing out of my system that I could ever hope to handle. Of course, me being the way I am, I’m fairly confident that by the end of this week I’ll start to get bored. But until then, I can continue to do almost nothing.

So what did I do today? Well, I slept in. I read a bit out of The Ice Limit by Preston & Child. I watched Miracle again, which meant I had to play my NHL 2K8 game for a bit too. Now it’s back to coding some more C++ as I re-remember all the lovely code syntax I’d forgotten since I last coded anything. So it’ll be fun, anyway :-)

July 14, 2008: 5:52 pm: CalvinDudePersonal

On my old computer, I used to have Visual Basic. I enjoyed working with it, but it was never the mainstream program that C++ is. Since I no longer have access to my old computer, and when I do get it back it will be deep formated, I was poking around and discovered that you can get Microsoft’s Visual C++ Express for free on the Microsoft website! So I downloaded it. It barely runs on my current system, but at least now I’ll have something I can program with :-) And when I get my computer back, I doubt I’ll be reinstalling Visual Basic–it’ll just be C++!

July 13, 2008: 9:51 am: CalvinDudePersonal

I forgot to post this yesterday, but I am now on vacation. While I don’t have any specific plans, I may/may not be at/away from/near my computer at any given/not given time (circle the appropriate answer). Just FYI for the six people who faithfully read my blog :-P